The Universe is sneaky and brilliant. Here's why.
I just completed a one on one session with a regular client. We’ve done lots of amazing work together over the last few months and I always gain so much insight for myself as well. That’s the way it should be, right? There is no separation so what I offer another is also always intended for me.
Today, that could not be more true. A BIG, HUGE, CHUNKY theme of my life right now and oh I don’t know, for the last twenty years, is how to let go and let God (or whatever terms you like). This is SURRENDER. Do without doing and everything gets done. This is so foreign to me you might as well tell me to walk naked down the street. It’s just not going to happen.
Except, I am getting clearer and clearer thanks to the patience of my invisible support team and my angels here on earth (Jane, Sherif, Angelique and all the rest) that in fact, yes, this is going to happen. If it doesn’t then I won’t get where I want to be. Which is ultimately, at peace. At peace with my life just as it is this very moment nothing needing to be fixed nothing broken emanating a radiant inner glow of love and calm in all directions for the benefit of the entire Planet. That’s all I want. Not too much to aspire to hey?
For some time now I have also been shown the path. Surrender. Surrendering into my feminine, open, soft yet still strong, self-nurturing, space-holding aspect and into balance with my strong through force get things done by sheer will fight fight rage rage masculine warrior aspect. Both good important parts of me, when they are in balance. Which they pretty much never have been. This causes all kinds of stress in my body and mind and soul. And I keep trying to fix it. You can guess the punchline yes?
I can’t DO anything to fix this. In fact, the less I DO the quicker I will move into that softness and strength through love not force that I so desire. The quicker the dreams of my life will manifest. I keep preaching one thing and doing another. It’s not setting me back – your soul’s journey is not competitive and there is nothing you do that makes you less divine – but it is making me angry. And I don’t want that. I want to be a butterfly of love, god damn it!
SO, when the message of surrender came through loud and clear for my client today, I heard it too. Actually it was more like a ton of bricks landing on me. Soft bricks.
And I also got the message about a way to support myself. Not a doing, fixing action, but rather an image to focus on in meditation. I’ll tell you more about that next time but to suffice to say, meditation is an excellent non-action (when done in the right mindset) that can be surrender in action.
Do without doing and everything gets done. I’m going to have meditate on that one for a while.